rimmytimtim

this journal thing seems quite piontless when you dont have any entries so i got the grand idea to just start writing ... and so it begins... its really hard to try and be friends with people when more than 50% of the time they turn out to be extreamly fake, why cant people just be them selves around everybody? why do they make the effort to change so people will like them because personaly i hate people who cant just relax and have fun and be themselves ...next subject... every day when i sit down at my drumset and start playing i feel that my drumming has greatly declined and honestly it is just about the most deppressing thing that i have come across for the last couple of months ... just thinking about the fact that i have been drumming for around 7 years now and i am at the level i should have been 2 years ago ... GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!...next.... my ipod broke 3 days ago and
me - music =(-happiness)
the bad thing about it is that the waranty just expired like 2 weeks ago ... which makes me even more sad becaseu ill have to use all of my christmas money to buy a new ipod unless i put it under my pillow tonight and prat that the ipod fairy will come and fix it ... but with my luck she will probably steal and sell it so she can go buy her meth to keep her going all night ...next... SOME PEOPLE NEED TO BACK THE FUCK OFF... next...my grades are plumiting and i think i have like 3 F's and when my parents find out i am going to end up deep underground in my back yard so if anyone knows algebra 2 really well they should help me out :D...next...i got the balls to not do winter drumline ... on the frist day of tryouts i was sitting there after school and decided that i really didnt want to do drumline so i just left and eventhough i have a few regrets about not doing it i feel very relived over all... next... a few weeks ago i did something that wasnt the easiest thing to do and i wasted alot of effort on something that went nowhere ...story of my life right there...but it has prettymuch been eating me... actually more like feasting on my dead body ...but yeah ... that is how my life has been in the past few weeks ...